I think the worst part of ever having associated with you for so long is the fact we rubbed off on each other.
I notice I treat people the way you used to, and it’s disgusting. I don’t want anyone to feel what you put me through, except maybe you.
But i notice you are behaving the way I used to as well. You would scold me for using the word hate so often and being okay with the death of those around me. Now you can easily talk about hating others and even wishing death upon them.
I feel so contaminated, but I’m glad you took the worst of me with you.